Christmas with Covid has been a Christmas without much that goes with it. Social gatherings, religious celebrations, sporting events have been cancelled. There is a feeling of incompleteness.
A desire for completeness seems a human instinct. A tale is told of a music professor in Dublin who would be tormented by his students at the dead of night. There was a practice room just below the professor’s college rooms and they would go in during the early hours of the morning and play an arpeggio on the piano, repeatedly leaving out the final note. The professor would finally come down the stairs in his dressing gown, the sound of his approach scattering the students, and play the single missing note. He could not bear things not to be complete.
The desire for completeness was the sort of thing that prompted collection of thinks like the cards you used to get in tea packets and stick in an album, or the coins that Esso used to give out with petrol to mark the 1970 World Cup (I had a board holding the 30 coins bearing the images of England’s 1970 World Cup squad – an aunt worked at a garage and helped me to collect them).
The urge to complete collections of things, to make sure all the notes are there, once prompted me to purchase the collected plays of Samuel Beckett and the collected poems of Patrick Kavanagh to fill in some gaps on the shelf.
Beckett would presumably have regarded the idea of completion of a set as pointless; he sent his agent to collect his Nobel Prize, feeling no compulsion to attend a ceremony that most writers would have felt to be the culmination of their career.
As his work progresses, it seems to become more sparse, have more gaps, have bigger and bigger areas the reader must complete. There was never an abundance; Vladimir and Estragon in Waiting For Godot are left without meaning or direction. In his 1981 play ‘Quad’ words are dispensed with altogether, anonymous figures pace back and forth across a square while percussionists play to accompany the movements.
Maybe Beckett is the counterweight to the music professor; maybe completeness is not in adding but in subtracting, taking elements away one by one until everything is completely gone.
“Freedom’s just another word for nothin’ left to lose,” says Kris Kristofferson’s line from MeandBobbyMcGee. Maybe he was right; maybe collecting things is just a denial of the way things are. Christmas in the Bible stories is about less rather than more, it is about austerity rather than expense, it is about incompleteness and, worst of all, it is about violence.
Less stuff is more Christmas.